Heavenly Father,
I just want to thank you for this day! I want to thank you for walking me up bright and early this morning and starting me on my way. I thank you for your mercy and your grace, though we don't deserve it. You have truly been good to me.
However, on this day I am calling on your holy, precious and mighty name to turn things around in my life and in my family's life for the long-haul! For many many years my family has been divided and has struggled financially and it hurts my heart something terrible. I still keep the faith because you have ALWAYS provided and made a way, but I am asking for you to break the chains and enlarge our territory. My family has always said that when I was born the curse was broken--the curse of poverty, divorce, struggle, teen pregnancy, abuse...and hopefully with that financial trouble. I am about to turn 21 and I feel that though I've accomplished some things, I'm not doing enough.
I ask you to forgive me of my many sins of omission and comission. That you would SHOW me and lead me to exactly what it is I need to do. I do not want to be like a lot of people who make lots of money, but they do it by ripping off other people, for that method will only bring temporary happiness and material wealth, but what does it profit a man to gain the WHOLE WORLD and lose his soul? That is also greed and dishonesty.
This past year I've felt disrespected a lot and I don't like it. Though I am often quiet, and mild tempered, I do not know why that merits people to talk or treat me any kind of way. I feel like I'm walking into a dead end. My non-profit doesn't need humans or fundraisers...It needs your blessings and favor! What is it that I am missing? Please take off my blindfold and reveal to me what I need to do. (I am not and have never been afraid to declare your name, so I know it's not fear that's holding me back!) I've been trying to contact people whom I KNOW could give me invaluable advice and training, but they are either too busy or choose to ignore me. I've tried to get bookings in places where I know a breakthrough would result, but none of them want to take me...it's all about the world's corrupted celebrities :( Because I am feeling this way I know that you are about to open some doors and windows and pour out continuous blessings...not just for me and my family, but so I can continue to give that back! So that people will know that it not the world that did it, but YOU! Have mercy on me Father.
Lord, please hear my cry and do not forsake me!!! I don't know what to do from here. You brought me into this world for a purpose, and I intend to fulfill it, but I need your help, I cannot do it alone. Please silence all other voices and let yours shine through clearly. Please give me comfort and peace, love and direction.
I declare in Jesus' name that 2014 will be DIFFERENT! I will stand firm on your promises, walk by faith and walk with confidence. I will travel to places I've never been, meet amazing people I haven't met, invest, work harder, manage my time more wisely but most importantly remember to give you my praise, worship, reverence and tithes and offerings.
I thank you that though everyone has their own personal beliefs that you didn't just limit your death to one elite group of people. That you did not die saying, they are coming to be with me in the end, but these others are not. ALL HUMAN SIN (sin has no color, race, creed, ethnicity, country or denomination) put you on that cross, and ALL and ANYONE who excepts your gift of salvation through the Father by faith will be saved! I thank you Lord for saving a wrench, gentile like me. I am saved, I am forgiven, I am somebody, and I have the power that you have vested in me the very day I accepted your gift of salvation and the holy spirit! In the book of Matthew, chapter 17 you say, "If you have faith the size of a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain MOVE! and it will MOVE!" Praise God! Philippians 4:13 says, "I can do ALL things through Christ who strengthens me!" Anything is possible and so therefore I say mountain of financial struggle MOVE! I declare that the chains of frustration, and dead-ends, and disrespect, stagnation, depression, be broken in 2014! 1 Peter 2:9 says, But you are a chosen people, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, God's special possession, that you may declare the praises of him who called you out of darkness into his wonderful light."
I am your special possession Lord. I am your child. Hold my hand and lead me to where you need me to be and if I am where you need me to be help me to have patience and stand still. Remind me that the world's confirmation, is not necessarily YOUR confirmation! I love you, I give you my life, I give you my praise and worship. I LOVE you Lord and I thank you for sacrificing your one and only holy son, for us...that is the ultimate sacrifice. Remember your daughter,
YazzieSpeaks
